Wow tblogs so fancy these days! haha i hated it when it changed but now that i can see my bookmarks its all good :)

yea so i havent posted in ages. Im still with my sexy carlin and hes just so good to me i cant believe it. Im still at school at the moment but ive decided that i want to go to tech next year and do a diploma in beau ty therapy. I dont need 7th form to do the course and im starting to hate school again so im thinking bout getting a job and saving some money for next year. Mums really happy bout me going to do this beauty therapy course which is really suprising coz she always wanted me to go to uni but shes looked up some info on the course and shes really impressed by it.

yup so i dont really know what to write about apart from yay its the holidays!!!!

Hey fuckers so I havent blogged in a while bcoz ive been so damn busy. But not really.

New years was fuckin sexy I went to benny big balls’ with carlin and it was hot and people got drunk and we didn’t for once and we even left at 11 before the countdown  because we wanted to go to bed coz we were “tired”.

Went to coromandel for a week and just got back on Tuesday and carlin came over yesterday and he is staying for three whole nights.

Carlin is fun. Johnny is my special friend. Today all my family went to town so me and carlin spent the morning sitting at our dining room table naked and drinking coffee and eating “toffee pops”. Mmmmmmmmm then we had a shower. Together. Hehehe. Then we had trouble getting our clothes back on, but we made it in the end. Yes Carlin is with me right now and knows what im writing. Its turning him on.

I gtg carlins distracting me.

Love yas

I had the sexiest xmas eva today was so wicked and i got cool as presents like candy! mmmm and a sexy present from megan who was sneaky and put it under our xmas tree secretly and i caught crabs hehe um and sum pink stuf and sum hot boots and tomorrow i get to buy a new stereo but best of all Alice got a drum set from my grandad and she was so happy she cried lol and he gave ma an electric guitar which is so cool even tho i have absolutely no idea how to play it but i wanted to learn anyway and carlin just asked me wat type of gat it is or somethin.... wtf is a gat???
oh its a guitar how do u get gat out of guitar?

so yeah then after we opened our presents we spent the rest of the day drinking wine and killing pirates. it was great.

anyway yesterday i had the pleasure of meeting carlins dad since he was down from auckland and decided to bring carlin round. what a fucking retard. seriously he is the most drug fucked loser bull shitter ive ever met! i cant believe it. he is sooo stupid and he made up all this shit when he was talking to my mum about how carlin is the best at martial arts in nz for his age and that he got carlin an architect apprenticeship even though u cant be an apprentice for architecture and carlins neva even done martial arts! and even worse he was telling mum about all his friends he was gonna catch up with while he was here and they are all members of the fuckin maygog gang. then he took me and carlin for a drive up the mountain and nearly killed us getting up there and then smoked a fuckin joint when we got there. I really hate him but carlin thinks hes so cool and great and everything and i cant exactly tell him that i hate his stupid dad.

anyway, merry christmas everyone!!!!!!!

im getting totally annoyed with never being able to see Carlin. His parents are really nice but they are pissing me off coz they hardly ever let Carlin come round coz they thing hes spending too much time here and that hes intruding even though he hasnt been round in almost 2 weeks and my mum loves him staying here and my mum thinks its unfair that hes not allowed over when he wants too.

I was bored b4 so i dyed most of my blonde hair that i had left bright red/pink. i think it looks totally hot and i hope mum agrees when she gets home, either that or i will get stressed at.

I hate rain its not meant to be raining its just being a bitch and xmas is meant to be all nice and hot and pretty but it never is. whoever made up that xmas on the beach song we sung at primary school lied and is a gay homo shitbrick.

Yesterday was so fun and i had friends! first pete came round to see me, then zac and then that night megan came round to visit! hehehe i felt so special.

I went to Benny big balls’ house yesterday afternoon coz I was bored and he’s my cousip so I took his cds back to him. Then Harrie started txtn me asking where I was and that him and jay were at my house so I freaked out coz I thought they were talking to my mum or something so I told them to come pick me up from bens coz it was kinda raining and Benny was going to his brothers dinner dance anyway. So we just went to my house and talked for ages coz they had nothing to do and they were talking bout how they were gonna rock up to Leos at around tea time so that maybe he would invite them to tea lol yeah then mum asked if they wanted to have tea with us coz we were getting Chinese so they stayed for tea and it was interesting coz Julian’s 3 kids were here too so yeah then after tea we talked to my parents for ages and basically all harrie and jay talked about was getting stoned and doin skids and shit in their cars! Like you don’t talk bout that kinda shit to ppls parents. Luckily my parents didn’t mind and mum even let me go with them to Leos who they had told my parents earlier was the most drug fucked guy ever so it was great. We just went to Leos and sat in his room talking bout crap for bout an hour then I came home.

Today our new kitchens getting put in and it totally sux coz it’s all noisy and we don’t have any water. I feel real sick and need a drink coz I did my nails before and they had nail polish remover all over them and then I sucked my thumb (yeah I still do that sum times and I know its sad) and it was so gross so I tried to wash my hands and now I have sticky soap all over my hands coz the tap only went on for a few seconds so I couldn’t wash the soap off lol I’m so blonde. Its gonna take 2 days to put the kitchen in but at least I think I'm going into town tomorrow so I wont have to be here then.

oh great and now theyre turning off the fuckin power.....

Had a fun as weekend with Carlin, he stayed Saturday and Sunday night. I took Carlin to Benny big balls on Sunday and it was fun and they liked each other so that was peachy. Yesterday we went into town and I bought a few tops and some hair dye. I then took an application form and my CV to Glasson’s coz mum said they were hiring but I dunno. I really do need a job though. We had mcds for lunch and it was yummy. Carlin had to go at lunch time so I came home and found out it was book return day at school like 10 minutes b4 it started so I went to that and it was nice to see everyone again. Hm so now today I'm bored and lonely and have nothing to do. I dyed my hair this morning and I love it so much. I bought 2 packets of dark brown hair dye but I decided just to use 1 and do the underneath of my hair first just in case it turned out icky so at least the top would look all nice ha-ha but now I really love it how it is and I wanna dye the blonde on the top like pink or something. I look really hot right now.

I’m loving doin nothing but I am getting a little bored with these holidays, especially since I’m not drinking now. I haven’t actually made a decision to not drink I just haven’t wanted to. I’ve been out a few times and had the opportunities to get drunk but I haven’t wanted to so I’m proud of myself.

Anyway the point of this blog was to say I love Megan she is sexy and turns me on. And also to thank Nicola for the cut xmas card she gave me, I love it with the pinkness and the fairy and all and I’m sorry bout the telling Ben thing but I didn’t do it to be a bitch or anything it just happened.

Mood- coffee hyper happy    & nbsp; Listening to- the strokes, is this it

So today has been another blah day of the holidays. Didn’t get out of bed till like 11 and just walked around looking like shit all day. That’s one good thing about school I guess is that I actually have to get up and do my hair and makeup and try to look pretty but now I have no reason to do that coz  I have nowhere to go and nothing to do and I'm so bored. I did like 5 loads of washing today I don’t think any washings been done here in at least a week. A couple of builders were here all day making the shed out the back pretty and putting up walls in it or something so that Alice can live in it coz she wants to have like her own space or something I don’t know why coz she has her own room and she will be all alone if she goes out there but she thinks she’s gonna love it…. Goth/punk/emos are seriously strange but she does have a hot ass I must say. I’m kinda missing her and I like having the house to myself all day but I’m gonna love it so much better when she gets back from camp so I will have a friend.

I’ve been helping my mummy put up fairy lights and she’s bought a whole lot of xmas decorations mmmmm I love Christmas its so sexy hehe ally is gonna freak when she gets back coz she hates anything Christmassy lol what a cute lil emo wannabe she is.

I dunno if anyone can notice but I've taken    & nbsp;   &n bsp;  advice and typed this post in word to avoid random tblog screw ups and I’m loving the spell checking thingy I mean I have apostrophes and everything, its great.

My mum says I need a hobby and I think I agree. I have nothing at all that I do. Most people have something well  I think all my friends do and even if they don’t at least they have jobs which is more than what I’ve got. At least when its not the holidays I go to school most of the time and then in the weekends I just get smashed n stoned ( hehe smashed n stoned, still got that certificate on my fridge) and then sleep the whole of the next day. I can’t exactly do that the whole holidays; I don’t even feel like doing that. I’m really sick of drinking plus I seem to be able to handle even less alcohol these days. At the after party of Carlins ball I had 3 kgbs and that’s it and the next day I was so hung-over and I even threw up and everything which is totally pathetic I don’t even know if it’s possible to get that sick of 3 kgbs. Oh and getting stoned that’s just shit. Maybe I just don’t get it but it just feels like being drunk which is such a let down coz I’ve always thought that it would be incredible and totally out of it, but no. Also after me and Carlin got stoned on Monday night with Jay, Harrie and Leo we had the dries so bad that even after we got back to my place and had lots of water I just couldn’t stand kissing him it was like all icky and yuck. Kinda killed the mood. Yup still no poon with us, sure he’s getting a whole lotta poontang pie but is that enough?

Hmm too much information or not enough?

That is the question.

so Carlins Ball on friday was real sexy and way better than mine. There wasnt an actual afterball though so that sucked we just went to carlins mates house and had a few drinks there instead.

Last night I went out with Jay, Harrie and Leo and we picked Carlin up from Okato and we went out to Fitzroy Beach to have a fire and drink and get stoned. It was real crap though coz it had been raining all day so the driftwood was all wet and it kept going out even though we put shitloads of petrol on it. Harrie and leo were drinking vodka mixed with red bull which tasted like cough medicine and it was real gross so yeah me and carlin didnt drink. Megan and Jase turned up later which was lucky for me and Carlin coz we got a ride back to my place with them coz the guys were planning on just sleeping on the beach or in their cars the night.

Carlin just left like half an hour ago and we just spent like the whole day in bed and it was sexy. I think i might be going to my pa's later this week in Thames coz he owns a holiday park and hes running it by himself at the moment so he needs me to help him look after the office just over christmas coz it real busy yup so that should be fun

I have to go get some money out now coz I owe Harrie like $20 for picking me and Carlin up last night and Carlin forgot to give me the money.

I HATE THIS STUPID FUCKING POST KEY BULLSHIT!

I JUST WROTE A LONG POST AND I ENTERED THE WRONG POST KEY AND NOW MY POST IS GONE

STUPID FUCKERS

CANT BE FUCKED WRITING IT AGAIN

i went to my dads last weekend for the first time in a few months and it was kinda cool actually. Mostly me and aly just hung out wid our step sister Kayla and went to town with her and did laps and stuf and it was like the first weekend in ages that i havent got drunk or gotten stoned so i felt so good.

OMG Alice hooked up wid Pete!! ewww it happened a few weeks ago when carlin was at my place and pete came round and we had drinks and me and carlin went to bed and alice and pete stayed up for a few more hours and yeah dirty Pete hooked up wid my Sister. ew.

Carlin came to my place on mondayand stayed for 2 nights and he met megan on tuesday and he said after that he thought she was really cool and sexy and megan said she liked him coz hes nothing like carl brinton. There was this rule that me and Calin werent allowed to poon until he had met megan and even though he met her we still didnt poon that night! hehe we just did other stuf and we were both really tired anyway and julians kids were staying that night too so we didnt wanna like scare them or anything. Mum changed her mind bout not liking carlin coz now she really likes him and she told me she hopes i marry him! and my mum gets along really well with his mum so its really cool.

hehe Sarah moonface is having her leaving party tomorrow so hopefully she is actually leaving coz i keep telling myself that shes not going to america coz i dont wanna get my hopes up but yay maybe she is!

Carlins ball is tomorrow and i cant wait coz it should be fun and his ball sounds so much better than the one i had coz theirs is at a hotel in new plymouth and it starts at 6.30 and we have tea and everything there as well. kinda sux tho coz theyre not having an actual after ball theres just lots of smaller parties happening afterwards and we are gonna go to carlins friend trents house for a party which is good coz ive met tren a few times and hes real cool.

i saw beka today at the dairy and i talked to her lots and she is real sexy and so is megan   

yesterday was so cool! alice was meant to have work day, apart from she didnt work so she stayed home with me and we had a great day hanging out together. yup my alice and megan are my best friends and then to make the day even sexier megan came round and gave me and alice thickshakes that she had bought for us coz shes so cool and it was great.

Yeah then i was txtn harry the dutch guy coz i had seen him walkin round Inglewood when i was with alice and he sent me a txt sayin that he hated me! which is kinda fair enough coz what happened at Nickys little party is that David and Jay started txtn Harry off my phone sayn that i thought he was hot and all this other shit. Harry was all like whateva this isnt chloe, but if chloe does wanna meet up with me tonight then she should ring me and then he gave us his home phone number. So i rang Harry coz Jay and David made me and i didnt wanna ruin the fun by not ringing him and i told him he was sexy and that he should come round to my place so we could have sum fun and all this other shit. lol and then he said he would meet me at the dairy so that he knew i was being serious and then we could go to my house from there! hehehe it was really funny coz i was in NP so there was no was i couldve even gotten to the dairy if i had wanted to (which i didnt!) so yeah he went to the dairy and waited for me, but i obviously didnt turn up hahahaha. Yeah i know it sounds really mean to do that but people reading this who know harry would understand how funny it is.
so anyway i was txtn harry and i didnt want him to hate me so we made friends, then he asked if he could come round to my house to visit me! ewwwww! haha but after awhile i let him and he said he would only stay half an hour andi was with alice and it was actually really fun, coz me and alice were just bein dicks and it was real funny. Harrys actually not that bad anymore! OMG and him and alice got along really well, i think he likes her! but if that fucker ever tries to get with my sister, Jay will beat him into a bloody pulp! hehehe

k so i had fun. then after Harry left i was txtn Carlin and i was bein stupid and he got me in a shitty mood and i was sayn dumb stuff. I asked him what he would do if i cheated on him, and he said he would be really sad for awhile but that he would probably get back with me but hes not sure. I decided that if he ever asks me if ive cheated on him then i wont lie but if he doesnt then im not sayn anything. I love him so much i dont wanna fuck things up. then he was sayin all this stuf bout how he loves me and that he can neva stop thinkin bout me which really started to annoy me coz when he says that i get all paranoid that hes lying to me and then he keeps asking why i dont trust him and what can he do to make me trust him. I hate it when it gets like that.

Im goin to the ball with Carlin next friday! im so excited its going to be so fun! Its good coz my ball wasnt that great but i think it will be better at carlins coz im going with someone i really like (and not David Hendry) so yay but i have to buy some things for it and i dont have much time to get everything ready, but it will be all good.

mmmmm maths exam this afternoon, havent studied for it yet.......

Fuck i am so pissed off, i have no money on my phone coz i forgot to lock  the fucker and it rung some1 and spent all my money  ok so its only $10 to top up, but i dont have $10! i know its so sad and i cant txt carlin till wednesday now.
i need a job, but im too lazy.

I have turned into such a bum these daes. I had nothin to do last night and carlin was at his friends birthday thingy so i went out and got stoned with my good mate pete. The most exciting part of the night was when we caught Ashley G and Cole Brown fucking at the entrance of the primary school, right underneath a light, lol it was so funny! oh yeah im not actually sure if it was them so i probably shouldnt be spreading gossip, but what the fuck i dont particularly like them anyway.

so the holidays havent really even started yet and im already bored. once the exams are over hopefully i can spend more time with carlin which should be fun. He still hasnt met Megan yet hehehehe oh i dont even know if i want to poon him yet anyway. I mean yeah i love him but i dont want know if im ready and i dont want to end up regretting it either.

im so bored.

sum1 entertain me.

mmmmmmm candy

mmmmmmm carlins nipples

hey i havent posted in quite awhile, its not that i havent been doin anything l8ly im just tryin not to write stuf that will make me sound bad anymore.

I love exam leave, its especially good for those of us who dont plan on doing any study. I havnt done any study yet and i have an exam on thursday. Ive just spent the day listining to music and sunbathing topless. lol poor patricia.

had a really fun weekend. went to nickys friday night for drinks and that actually totally sucked. Im neva gonna trust those guys again, they say theyre gonna look after me and not let me drink, then they end up just giving me a whole lot of drinks and let me sleep on the fucking beach. what stupid retards, im so neva gonna go out and drink without eitha my bf, megan or pete eva again.

anyway on saturday night i went out with carlin to one of his friends house and it was so cool. his friends are so much fun. I didnt drink anything though coz i was still hungova from the night before. lol the whole night was wicked as anyway especially just coz i was with carlin and hes so cute and i love him so much.

I gtg coz my mums taking me driving soon, hahaha yup shes teaching me to drive and its a manual and everything. i went for a drive yesterday and it was so funny coz im really bad hahaha.

so yeah today was really sexy and more than a tad lesbiany. oh yeah Carlin asked me to his ball and its not for like another month, so he thinks we're still gonna be together in a month! isnt that cute. i mean i dont plan on dumping him but ive neva gone out with anyone for more than 2 months before. i went into town with him and sum of his friends in the weekend and it was really fun. lol his friends are sooo cool like it was a sunday afternoon and we were just driving around drinking kgbs and havin a few toks. hehehehe so fun.

I have to go to the school fashion show in like an hour coz im gonna be a comet! yay! im so fuckin scared that im gonna fall off the stage thingy! oh no..... now im freakin out hahaha.

so yeah my weekend with carlin went really good! i was kinda worried that we might not like each other since we were extremely drunk when we met but yeah it was good. He stayed saturday night and we went out with pete and nicole and pete and carlin got stoned and i got abused by some guys in a car who kept driving by coz it had like lachlan, dave, cain and random in it and they dont like me. yup then he stayed sunday night too and yeah it was cool. and im such a good girl coz even though he is super sexy i didnt poon him :) lol and before he left he gave me one of his wicked as spikey cuff thingys its soo hot. then when he had left he sent me a txt which said "i love you" which was cool and i said it back but now im not sure what he meant like what if he meant that he seriously did love me! dat would be so freaky. lol i dunno hahaha.
Oh yeah i found out 2dae that maybe more people who i actually know read this than i thought. hahaha im gonna have to read tgrough my blog and edit all the bits which i dont want ppl to read. yeah. HEY NICOLA!! ahahaha

oh yeah and i dont wanna be a stripper.

hehe so ive made plans with carlin for this weekend and hes gonna come and stay at my house. Its so funny coz i only just told mum dat im goin out wid him todae and i asked if he can stay da night and shes all sweet bout it. Mum and Julian keep makin jokes about it and i told mum that im gonna restrain myself from doin anythin dodgy with him which isnt true. Julian said that if carlin breaks it he has to pay for it. lol i told carlin and he said he wud neva break me coz im too cute. hehehe. its funny how they keep talkin bout it coz all the other times ive had guys stay over i never even asked if they could it just kinda happened. yup.

went out last night and got drunk at the primary school with Pete, Megan and Jase. It was so good coz it was such a fun drunkeness and everything was funny but i wasnt falling over and i didnt throw up or get a hangover or anything (unlike Pete). Yeah and i txtd Carlin like the whole night and he was havin drinks at his house with his mates and he was being real sweet to me. Got home about half past two which is really good. Probably would have been later coz me and pete were walkin home and we took a break on a footpath and i kept almost falling asleep and i was so totally never gonna get up, but then pete started throwing up which made me start running away from him. Oh and i smoked a few smokes and inhaled! yay for me! Pete thinks i might even be able to try weed without a bong next time. yup thats next weekend though.